#i gave myself the feels

[non-cannon]

I've decided to use the week I have off from work to work on my fic, and I don't think I fully understood just how sad my starting premise is. Like I knew grief would play a role in it, especially in the beginning, but I was not prepared for just how sad writing everyone in the depths of their grief would make me. I'm like four paragraphs in, and oh god it's so sad

Considering that the fic starts with the premise that Nina went through the portal at the end of season two/died. I probably shouldn't be surprised. But I'm currently writing from Fabian's POV, and he's so fucking depressed over it. They all are.

And it hurts and did this to myself, and hopefully I'll get through it so that I can do it my readers.

[imnotasuperhero]

hello there! i hope you're doin' great!

i wanted to say that you're just a wonderful writer and actually really talented with what you do. that's a blessing when you can write anything you have in your mind.

and since i'm not blessed to turn my thoughts into words and you liked my last request... maybe you can give this one a chance?

that's not really a request, cause it maybe need more than just one post so i just call it an idea (remember that you don't have to write it ahaha! but i would really thankful if you just read this one.)

it's wanda maximoff x reader (since she's my... comfort character ahahah.)

so here we have wanda who's a talented performer and singer but she isn't blessed with writing skills so usually she just makes covers on other songs. on the other side we have y/n who's just an amazing writer, but she has one problem over it all she's sick. (i though that maybe it could be a specific type of cancer called retinoblastoma, cause it's not really visible and you can't just look at a person and surely tell that they have cancer.)

the action starts when wanda and her family moving to the usa and she has to go to a new school where she meets y/n. wanda really likes her as a person cause y/n has a charming and bubbly personality, she's always up to anything her friends can come up with and she's always here for people who's need her. she's usually happy and all. (i hope you got what i mean ahaha.) and wanda is just our favorite a little anxious emo girl.

so they start a friendship that comes to a romantic relationship. (also wanda doesn't know that y/n' sick cause y/n's trying to not think about it, cause she knows that she don't have much time, maybe just a few years.) y/n helping wanda with writing her own songs or just writes songs for her to perform (maybe a little time skip to a graduation here??) and then wanda gets noticed by a really famous and cool producer who's invites her to perform on his music festival.

so wanda's trying to write her own song to perform it on the festival and she does it perfectly fine. but a few weeks before the performance, wanda finds out that y/n's dying.

on the day of the performance y/n dies however wanda still goes on stage to sing (i thought maybe it could be a "wish that you were here" by florence + the machine.) and when she's done with singing she's just fall on her knees sobbing on the stage... (not literally but it could be a really emotional performance???)

and that's the end.

if you really finished reading this thing... i'm honestly thankful.

i hope you'll have a great day. stay safe and try to take breaks from time to time this really helps! ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡

Oh, my! Thank you so much for your kind words. They mean the world 💕

About your request..

THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!. I won't lie.. it left me with a headache and another sleepless night, but it was so freaking worth it. Not only for the amount of sadness I've got to share with you but because cancer is a well known disease and this served like some kind of catharsis. So from the bottom of my heart, I thank you.

You can find the 6k monster here!

Ps, I'm loving your request for showing I can write over 3k words in one go 💕

[bacchuschucklefuck]

couldnt draw my thang for mid-autumn so treated myself to a calne redesign instead

[moncuries]

guess what i watched on new years (a redraw kind of)

[luffyisanickname]

me: writes a sad introspective piece about the pain someone feels seeing the image of someone they've lost in another person

my music: time for sad

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

In the world of heavy metals, love is denser than hate!

[stark-lord]

Repression Remix: Vol. 1

[shhroomer]

Oh, help me God, this hellboy got me coming back for more

reblogs super appreciated !!! close-ups under the cut !

[witchkittymeow]

oh Eugene

[wykart]

Dark coat

[ryllen]

Hi! I hope that you are doing well🥰💗💕 I really adore your art!! Your Yuu really wins me over to the very heart!💘💘💘

I wear lightning-shaped earrings and they really remind me of Sebek!⚡ I would like your girl to put them on and draw this🥺💓

But I also really love her black earrings that she wears when she's a teenager and green ones when she's an adult! It's really cute💕💕

And! I would be interested to know if Sebek notices when Yuu puts on other earrings or doesn't wear them at all if she doesn't want to?👉👈💗

Have a nice day!🥰❣️❣️❣️

decide ur ending, which feels more in character

[moonstruckhaze]

happy pride to theeeem <3

[demi-pixellated]

a redesign: to sate my personal sensibilities

[buwheal]

OH!!!!! HAVE YOU CHECKED THE CYBER CAFÉ DUMPSTER by any chance? there HAS to be some leftover cake there!!!! i heard there was an event recently!!

[greatestjubilee]

bleh

[sergle]

alright okay, so this is basically the tentative temp gauge we're going with rn, for the temperature blanket! there's always the chance that I'll tweak it over the course of the year, but this is the basic idea. also the shade names on there are just for my own memory